I love you so goddamn much. I know I'm dramatic and a bitch sometimes, but thank you for always putting up with my bullshit. I want to help you with everything you've been through. You have to stop caring about me so much though. You're going to hurt yourself if you hate when I hurt me. You're the reason I'm still here right now. If something happens, you aren't the reason. Right now, I love you more than I hate myself. You are why I'm still here. Thank you, I'm sorry.