Unsent Messages

you were literally my best friend and you just threw it all away. we may disagree, but there is no doubt that you chose boys and sex over us. the people who have been by your side for what four years now?? maybe i could have saved our friendship if i had just tried harder, but it shouldn't have to feel like i need to put in an effort. i can't keep being a second option, especially to those that weren't there with you through everything. we'll always be friends but at this point i'm just so over it. i don't know where we stand. you've made your choice time and time again and at this point you don't even seem like the same person anymore. i know nothing is gonna change considering we've already talked about everything. but it still hurts a lot to see that you don't care. i guess we'll see if things do go back to normal in the future, but i just can't see that happening. i'm happy that you've finally found fun friends you can party with cause maybe that's what you have wanted all along. i will always love you. bye