Unsent messages to KRISTI

I held your hand more than once.
That night I wanted to tell you I liked you.. more than I should<3

I know it was wrong holding your hand. I know you’ll be mine someday I’ll hold it again longer <3

you still cross my mind, i don’t understand

I miss what I thought we had, I’ve been holding onto it for to long, so it’s time for me to move on

Best mother ever. Thank you for everything ❤️

Someone, somewhere,
can you understand me a little,
love me a little?

AYO! I THINK UR P FUCKING COOL AND I LOVE YOU AND LIKE CANT WAIT TO MEET UP W/ U AFTER COVID!! YOU'RE SICK AS FUCK AND WE SHOULD LIKE KISS OR SMTH IDK IDK IDK

you were literally my best friend and you just threw it all away. we may disagree, but there is no doubt that you chose boys and sex over us. the people who have been by your side for what four years now?? maybe i could have saved our friendship if i had just tried harder, but it shouldn't have to feel like i need to put in an effort. i can't keep being a second option, especially to those that weren't there with you through everything. we'll always be friends but at this point i'm just so over it. i don't know where we stand. you've made your choice time and time again and at this point you don't even seem like the same person anymore. i know nothing is gonna change considering we've already talked about everything. but it still hurts a lot to see that you don't care. i guess we'll see if things do go back to normal in the future, but i just can't see that happening. i'm happy that you've finally found fun friends you can party with cause maybe that's what you have wanted all along. i will always love you. bye

Why didn’t you see we were actually a match? Why did you hurt me? Why couldn’t i be her? Am i not enough? I loved you. I really f-loved you f- piece of trash.

there’s a lot i could say about you. mostly that you made me do things i didn’t want to do. you didn’t let me consent. i fucking hate you