From: ABC
To: alfie
Date: January 2, 2021, 11:45 pm
This is what I'd say to you if I ever got the guts to do so:
I have known you since July, but the reality is I feel as if I have known you since the moment I entered the earth. You are so daft, but in the most wonderful way possible, you've never been cynical towards me, never shown any judgement towards me, even if I smoke like a chimney, even if I do just complain all the time (well, I feel like I do anyways), you don't seem to care. You were there for me when I got fucked over, and you reassured me that I'd find someone, but never at that point did I think that someone could potentially be you. You may not realise it but your presence over the last couple of months saved my life, you introducing me to new passions saved my life, which might sound strange but seriously I needed something new to keep my mind occupied. As people go, you are one of the closest people to me, and definitely the only person I talk to everyday, whether it be about our immaculate music taste, or compelling love for certain TV shows, there is nobody I would rather spend my time with, than you.
I love you.