u definitely aren’t the type of person to read these but if u do, hey. idk if anything u said was even real and honestly i’m moving on with my life but i still wonder what you’re up to sometimes. sometimes i wish i had been more honest with you too. in another life in another place we could’ve worked and i think we both knew that. i hope you’re doing okay, but i also hope u realised how much of an idiot u are. u were selfish and stupid and everything i hate but still i allowed it becuase part of me wants u always. idk if we will talk again and that scares me but i know right now nothing worthwhile could come of us. anyways bye hope ur okay