I just want to take the time back again when we started talking and feel the way that I used to:( ig it’s never gonna happen and I’ll be fine yk cuz I deserve it and this makes me feel like a pussy cuz it’s not something I should do but I’m really in love w you and that’s what makes it hard.The way that I just wanna text you again but I shouldn’t cuz I learned my lesson the last time.Alex,you mean so much to me and I wish you were mine and it hurts looking at our texts and looking at your stories and seeing all the girls you talk to and yk u talking about that one girl u like...I never wished this much to be someone else and u to show me the interest that u show everyone else besides me.I love you Alex even though you don’t feel the same way.I keep texting In here thinking that you’ll see this but the chances are very low and idk why I’m doing this cuz u don’t even give a fuck for me even if you see it.But have fun w them ig.