From: ABC
To: Alan
Date: November 10, 2020, 9:20 am
I honestly am dumb for even thinking things would work out. with everything you have put me through I actually still thought you would be different. No, you were the same. You treated me like shit again, you tried controlling what I wear even if its just a shirt a little short, you told me not to post certain things, and nothing was ever 50/50. the fact that we weren't even together and you treated me this bad is even worse. when we were together you had me delete all my social media, would cuss me out every day, yell at me over small things, take everything out on me, call me a bitch, slut, ho, anything you could think of, you took away everything from me and put me in a dark place, even through ALL of that i still made sure you were okay every day. After we broke up a month later we started talking again and you made me think you were so good and made me think you were different. things were great, it felt like I had the old you back the one i fell in love with at first. 3 weeks later your controlling me, manipulating me, and treating me the worst you possibly can. The fact we are only 14 and you treat me this way, good luck in the future with girls, not all will treat you how i did not all will be here for you like I was. I love you but you put me through hell. I did the most I could for us to work yet you still find ways to make me feel worthless. right now you don't want shit to do with me but 2-3 months from now when theres no more girls that want you, your bored of being single, and you start thinking about me. I won't want you, I hope i actually find someone that knows how to treat me with respect and make me happy. theres no going back anymore. you made me feel so alone, and so sad. I still told you every night 'text me if you need anything' even the nights you would call me the rudest things and make me feel worthless. wish you the best but don't come back once ur bored or sad, you aren't here for me when I'm going through shit so I'm not here for you anymore. wish u the best alan, love you. jehe