I haven't slept more than a few hours for days. But last night, all it took was keeping you on facetime, and I slept like a fucking baby. I love you so much. And yeah, it would be easier if I was just straight and if I could just date you. I know that your life last year might not have sucked as much. But I think what we have is pretty great. I love you. I love you so much, and I'm fucking lucky that you love me too.