Unsent Messages

u r one of the fastest crushes i've had. i met you and a couple days later i realized i liked you. when we first met u and t jokingly flirted with me and at first it was all fun and games but i got to know and idk what it was but then boom i realized i had feelings for u. i realized that though we aren't super close i can joke around with u like i've known u for awhile as well as have serious convos. the first time we texted was nothing special but god did it make me smile. i think ur singing intrigued me aswell, ur voice is amazing and i could listen to it all day and night. but after going live with u and ur friends i had this feeling that u liked another and she might've liked you back. i talked to a lot of ur friends and some were sure but m told me that u told him u didn't like her like that though u knew she liked u. it gave me a bit of relief and that soudns selfish but god i rlly want to be with u but then later ur friend texted me apologizing saying he lied but it was because u lied to him, u actually do rlly like her. i also know for a fact she likes u back, but who wouldn't ur an amazing guy and she's perfect who wouldn't want her, she's literally heather. anyways i was kinda heartbroken when i found put u liked her but i tried to act as normal as possible so it wouldn't have affected the mood. later it was j the two of us on live and i felt so happy, though i new u liked someone else it j made me happy talking to u. u at first denied to liking her but eventually admitted it saying u weren't sure if she liked u back and even if she did u weren't sure if it would work out bcuz she lived far. i didn't say much bcuz i was kinda hurt and i regret it but it was fine we ended up changing the topic and continued to joke around. idk if u noticed that i liked u, i feel like i may have been a bit obvious at times but u never said anything. i'm feeling a bit better now and im j happy that we can be friends and talk but i j feel a little hurt when u ygs talk to each other, it's so obvious u both like each other and ig im just jealous and miss that. ur friends are rlly nice and im getting to know u all better so i don't regret meeting u and them. i'll get over u, maybe not rn but soon. ur an amzing guy ty and i wish u happiness. ily stupid