Unsent Messages

hi joshy. this is gonna be a long one haha. over the past year, you've become my favorite person. something good would happen, something would make me laugh, something would make me cry, and id immediately text you no matter what. you are always the first person I want to go to and the first person I think of when I need someone. you know everything about me, all the ugly and gross, and still loved me. you never fail to make me smile or giggle and since we joined the band together, I look forward to practice every week just so I can see you. you're the most importantthing in my life. im sorry I didn't realize I was in love with you until it was too late. now there's her and i can never compete. she has ur heart the way you have mine. i did the worst thing possible. i fell in love with my best friend.