Unsent Messages

i can’t fall back asleep. i miss you. i’m thinking about summer, seeing you all the time and building an ever stronger bond. falling even more in love. i think the camping trip is my favorite memory we have even though i never considered to have a favorite. i guess if i did though it would be that one. going to the beach with you and meeting new dogs. showering. surfing on the logs lmfao and surfing on the actual surf board even though the water was so freezing. walking down the beach singing moana and frozen songs. getting s’mores all over my face and you wiping it off for me lol. having to go to the bathroom at 3 am and you fighting a tree. and my favorite was falling asleep with you next to me, and waking up to you pulling me to you. that really made me think about how this could actually be a permanent thing, because waking up next to you felt so right and i never wanted another way to wake up. hurts cause now i don’t even wake up to you on the phone. or not even a message from you telling me goodmorning. i miss you so much. honestly i don’t think i’ve ever missed anyone this bad in my life.