every day i wonder why it happened. why you did what you did. was i not good enough? i found myself wondering if i still liked you, or liked the attention you gave me at one point. i think it was the first at one point. now i dont know. it hurts to think about. we were so happy. then i mustve screwed up or something. i dont know why you did it. i wish i hadnt found out. maybe wed still be a happy couple then huh? itd be easier if you blamed it on me. i still think i love you. so much. i still want to spend my life with you. but its hard. its hard trust you again. i dont know if i can. im sorry. for everything bubba. i wish i could make you happy again.