u look so much happier with her. i tried so hard to make us work. i had never felt that way for someone b4, i was scared to lose u, and i did. i hope she's everything i couldn't be 4 u. its been 6 months and i'm still caught up on the idea of what could have been. i loved u then and i feel like part of me still does, i should have moved on by now but i cant find anyone who makes me feel the way you did. and the worst part is u were never even my boyfriend, u made it all feel to real. i miss u and i hope you're happy, hopefully someday i will be 2.