Cristhian. Sometimes i think about the summer of 2017 that we spent mostly together. The late nights, the laughs, the secrets. Everything. I miss it greatly. I haven't seen you in over 2 years. You probably don't even remember me. But its okay. You probably don't remember things like i do. I remember the day i found out when we were gong on holiday with your family. I was buzzing and so excited. I was completely gutted when you were in hospital and couldn't come. You gave me a reason to look forwards to the weekend. Whenever we came round your house i was so happy. Leaving was like a stab to the heart. I hope you haven't changed. I pray you're still the funny, brown eyed boy i fell in love with when i was 12. You probably have a girlfriend now. Just know that you have positively changed my life and the memories we have will stay wit me forever.