Cristhian. Sometimes i think about the summer of 2017 that we spent mostly together. The late nights, the laughs, the secrets. Everything. I miss it greatly. I haven't seen you in over 2 years. You probably don't even remember me. But its okay. You probably don't remember things like i do. I remember the day i found out when we were gong on holiday with your family. I was buzzing and so excited. I was completely gutted when you were in hospital and couldn't come. You gave me a reason to look forwards to the weekend. Whenever we came round your house i was so happy. Leaving was like a stab to the heart. I hope you haven't changed. I pray you're still the funny, brown eyed boy i fell in love with when i was 12. You probably have a girlfriend now. Just know that you have positively changed my life and the memories we have will stay wit me forever.

I loved you so much in the past two years and it's even crazy how your presence as far as it can be, makes me feel alive over and over again. I never had you. I never kissed you. But I think I lost a part of myself when everything went down. Maybe you were my soulmate but we weren't in the best positions of our lifes.

nunca sabrás las noches que llore por ti , nunca sabrás las veces que le pedía Dios para que volvieras a mi vida , nunca sabrás cuanto te amaba.
odio saber que te perdí y que nunca mas te tendré a pesar de todo lo sucedido siempre te amare y te llevare en mi corazón porque gracias a ti conocí lo que es enamorarse de alguien , gracias por todo los bonitos momentos :c

I’m so sorry I can’t write this in Spanish but I really do hope we have a future together, cariño

I miss you more than anything my precious boy...

We were so meant for each other, why didn’t you try for me?….

Your favorite color, purple. I miss those little details about you. I love you, forever.

I fell too hard for you. Now I'm struggling to go back. I wish you wanted me the way I want you.

I still think about you and wonder how you’re doing. I forgive you.

If ur reading this its from who u think, im the no caller id so call me back ty.