i just want to go back to last years november. u made me the happiest person in the world and im so thankful for it. im sorry i push people away and im sorry its hard for me to really express my feelings. im scared of getting hurt and im scared of people i love leaving which is why i dont open up. i have attachment issues which is probably why im still in love w u a year later. i hope u think about me sometimes as much as i think about u. thank u for being my first real love and thank u for showing me what falling in love really felt like. i miss u and love u so so much