i think of you somtimes, and somedays, sometimes can be all the time, somedays it can be not once. but you ruined me and fixed me and showed me who i was meant to be. i hate you, i hate you, i hate you, but if i had one more day with you, i'd love you better than anyone ever has, ever can. i think we were meant to be, but it was the wrong time. age is really fucking discriminating sometimes, and just know that if i never met you, i wouldn't be who i am now, and who i'll be in the future. i wouldn't want what i want. so fuck you and thank you.