you’re all i can ever think about. i can’t move on from this. for almost a year i’ve been stuck in this situation, willing you to notice me, to feel the same way back. i want to give up so much but my heart isn’t letting me. there’s no way you’ll see this but i need to let it out. every time i see you, when i see you smile when i come by, it makes me so hopeful. but i know hope is a dangerous thing which only leads to destruction. and i’ve had enough of that to last a lifetime.