I used to write these with tears on the brims of my eyes. Now I write these with headaches my mind full of memories and the past. I know it is bad to live in the past remembering someone who does remember you. I am hurt, I no longer cry.
I no longer feel these complete emptiness, its more subtle now. Partial sadness over comes me when I dream with you or I see that gelato place.
I know you found someone, and I am glad you did. But im also glad to live in my head, because in my head we are still partners in crime. In my head you still care and help me out when I need it.
Its unhealthy but what hasn't been this year.
All I know is that I have gotten over you, but not the idea of who you were.
Take care
x