Unsent Messages

All i ever wanted was you... why didn’t you want me? I would have done anything for you, why didn’t you want me? You picked everyone but me. What’s wrong with me? I did all you asked. Why didn’t you want what I wanted? What’s wrong with me? I moved on and made myself forget the burning love i felt for you and now you want me maybe not in the same way I wanted you but now u want to call and have the deep conversations i begged for... you can see that i don't need you... right? I’m happier alone i had amazing feelings of fuchsia and now when i think of you i feel grey and alone. Why didn’t you want me? Was i not enough? Was i too fat or too short what was it? I would stay up waiting for your name to be on my screen and now when i see it i wish it wasn’t there. Why must you do this? Whats wrong with you? Whats fucking wrong with you?