whyd you leave me? you couldve came back, you couldve tried to visit me, to talk to me, you dont understand the problems youve caused upon me and the hole i just have, nothing would ever be able to replace an absent father. all the hurt, the aching, im so afraid to face it and heal. i wish things couldve been different. but i dont think i want you to come back. im not ready, i am fine alone.