yeah its only one l, that always irritated me, your name never looked quite right. i think I might of loved you. i was so deluded and confused from the constant lying and manipulation but oh my god yeah I loved you. if you smiled at me with your sheepish smile and kissed me on the forehead i worry I would fall for you all over again. but I cant do that. because you hurt me so badly it sometimes still bleeds. my heart will always ache when when I see you in the distance. but that's where you need to stay, in the distance. yours, s