im sorry that i didnt give you the space tht you needed i never understood how bad your mental health was but i kept trying because i loved you too much. you and elle both seem so happy now but i dont know how to cope knowing that you are doing all the things we did with another girl. i want to know why you complained that our relationship was too physical when you were always the first person to make a move and never wanted to hold a conversation. i wish i could come and see your mum and kiah again although neither of them probably care about me now since elle is around.