Unsent Messages

I MISS YOU HOLY FUCK. i don’t even care anymore to say that like i’m being so for cereal. I miss you. I miss talking to you. I miss knowing you. I MISS BEING ABLE TO PICK YOU UP WITH MY MOM AND THEN GO SHOPPING AT ALDIS BECAUSE SHES A WEIRDO BUT IT WAS SO FUN JUST HAVING YOU THERE. I know I messed everything up and I know I was in the wrong, but I grew up and now all I can think about is how much I wish I could go back and be better for you. I know you’re with someone else now and I’m so so soooo fucking happy for you like from what I hear, you are happy and that’s all I’ve ever wanted for you, but I can’t help the fact that I miss you terribly. I don’t expect things to be the same or for us to get back together because to be honest, I don’t think that’ll ever happen just because of the circumstances of everything, but I wish we could still just be friends :/ Make fun of me for it, bash me, hate on me, it’s honestly fine and I wont say I don’t deserve it, because I do. But I really do miss you. I hope you’re happier out there than you were here, Beaumont was such a shitty place to you :( I’m sorry. You deserved the world and I really hope one day you get it. You’re still the bestest in the westest in my books :’)) Miss you.