Unsent Messages

i think i am ready to let go of you now. we barely talked, but you still managed to make me feel like i wasnt good enough, made me feel like i had to prove myself to you, and had me spend countless nights crying over you and countless days thinking about u constantly. to then find out i was just another one of your hoes. i want to say you're so fucking stupid for thinking i wouldn't find out, but right now i look like the stupid one for putting up with you for so fucking long. and somehow i still love you. im done wasting my time wondering why ur replies were always so dry. im done trying to be perfect for u. because in the end, its really ur loss. im literally the best you had and ever will have and because of you, i need to work on myself for myself. have fun constantly looking for validation and attention from other girls like u always do. im moving on to better things while you cry over chicks not liking you back. i dont blame them. ur friends and my friends talk so much shit about you and u have no idea. stop lying to me acting like u care for me when u dont. i want to wish you the best, but youve fucked me over so many times. i loved you more than life and i dont know why. and maybe its my fault for falling for u so hard, but u didnt have to lie to me and lead me on. good luck. -?