the first person i ever put in so much effort for, yet somehow that still wasn’t enough. i hope you’re doing well and i pray that you get everything you’ve ever wanted and deserve from life. i am so sorry i failed to give that to you and i hope you find the girl who makes you smile daily and someone who will always be there for you. the color of this probably doesn’t mean much to you but it does to me.. i miss you. but its not like you’re ever gonna see this. i don’t think this i will ever fall for someone else or catch feelings for anyone else. the thought of starting over with someone new is just.. i hate it.