joey, tonight, right now, would be the most perfect time to be with you. just because i can’t sleep and i know that if i couldn’t sleep and i was next to you, you would try and comfort me, and if that didn’t work we would watch something or i would watch you play games because i like seeing you happy. or you would just sit there with me holding my hand bc that’s how you are. if only we were together. but you didn’t choose me.