it's so hard for me. i'm so sad without you. i know you're not yourself right now but i will wait for you. you were my safe spot. the one i adored. i'm so sorry. even with the people you're surrounded by that could help you, the thought of feeling alone still eats you up and i'm so sorry. my heart aches. i'm aching for the one person i would put first before anybody else. i love you. i love you. i hope your pain eases and we will cross paths to find each other again. you were my happiness. i miss you more than anything.