Unsent Messages

I’m not sure if writing this message is productive for my mental, but I’ve been thinking about you. I’ve always thought about you. It’s so difficult to access this website with all its errors, so theoretically the chances of you finding this are slim. Every time I pass by Dollar Tree I always look to see if your car is there and I’m always glad I don’t see it. I hope you’ve been doing better since I left you and I deeply wish we could catch up. Sometimes I even daydream about the day I’ll see you at a local grocery store or boba shop lol. Is it so outrageous that we live so close yet so far? I always said you were dramatic but now I’m listening to sad songs and my throat seems to swell. I would love to reach out again, but I feel like you’re doing better without me and I don’t want to intrude. If the universe allows it be, it will be. I’ll always love you. P.S. I really like this color, don’t you?