I’m not sure if writing this message is productive for my mental, but I’ve been thinking about you. I’ve always thought about you. It’s so difficult to access this website with all its errors, so theoretically the chances of you finding this are slim. Every time I pass by Dollar Tree I always look to see if your car is there and I’m always glad I don’t see it. I hope you’ve been doing better since I left you and I deeply wish we could catch up. Sometimes I even daydream about the day I’ll see you at a local grocery store or boba shop lol. Is it so outrageous that we live so close yet so far? I always said you were dramatic but now I’m listening to sad songs and my throat seems to swell. I would love to reach out again, but I feel like you’re doing better without me and I don’t want to intrude. If the universe allows it be, it will be. I’ll always love you. P.S. I really like this color, don’t you?

yesterday was our 5 months. and i can’t believe how far we’ve come and how much we’ve grown since we started talking. i love you so much. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you.

i think you were the first person i ever loved like that. i know you don’t think about me anymore but i hope you remember me for a second whenever you hear our song and you remember the good times. i love you and i always will and i can’t tell you that but i hope life ends up really happy for you. maybe in a few years we can catch up over coffee one day; i really hope that day comes

i love you my handsome baby

i still have my matching pink bracelet with ur name

i miss you. i miss you every single day. i miss my handsome man

I really was serious abt going to Vietnam w u, you broke our promise.

I love you.

i had a dream, we lived together like you promised with two cats. one is black and one is white.

i’m proud of you & i always will be. i hope you’re doing well and just know i think of you. always

i love you pretty boy

I love you so much. Thank you for saving me.

I’m sorry for the way I treated you during the entirety of the relationship. You were very kind

will i ever know why i feel this connection to you?

The look of love.

I wish you understood why i had to end things, but i miss you so much

i never stopped loving you

im sorry for how i ended things. Im happier now though, I really hope you are too.