I’m still blocked and you may never see this, but I’m not doing this for you, I’m doing it for me. I’ve come to realize that All I lost was a boy who used me for my body and who would touch anything that moved, while you lost a woman who is hard working, determined and would’ve given you the whole world. I tried so hard. I could’ve handled things better, but I can’t say that you didn’t deserve my outburst. I didn’t truly like you, I liked the idea of you and my addictive personality took over. So instead of feeling like I lost something that could’ve been great, I sat back and watched my care and interest fade and watched you lose me, the girl who would’ve done so much just to be with you. You didn’t and will never deserve me. And I deserve a real man, not a horny little boy. Thank you for showing me that I’m worth so much more.