From: ABC
To: Jackson
Date: January 2, 2021, 6:44 am
Hey, We’re about to go into the new year and I need to do that with closure so you can ignore this if you want to.
I loved you so much. But every time you yelled at me, made me cry, weren’t there, lied to me, left, I loved you a little less. To the point I didn’t love you enough to keep working through it and being by your side.
You’ll always be so important to me but I need to love myself and I can’t do that with you in my life In a big way. And maybe if we had slowed down and spread those fights out a little more you would of been the one.
You taught me so much about myself and gave me the confidence to live for myself and be who I was. The heart tattooed on my hip will always signify that.
I never wanted to lose you completely and I want us to be okay if we ever do run into each other but if you want to pretend like I don’t exist that is okay.
Our story wasn’t suppose to end like this