From: ABC
To: lydia
Date: November 9, 2020, 4:24 am
We should go to Europe and see the royal philharmonic orchestra and walk around in the city and slowdance in our hotel room. I just wanna run away from here where i can be with you without worrying about what my parent think. Its nice to feel compassion and feel cared about because all my life people have told me they loved me or cared about me buy no one has ever cared about me the way you do. I wish i had the capacity to care about you the way you care about me but im trying for you, i really am. And im trying to open up for you but its hard. I do care about you. I know you probably dont like the royal philharmonic orchestra as much as i do but i appreciate that you're listening to it with me right now(instead of chris udalla's stream). I just wanna kiss you and braid your hair and slowdance with you to the philharmonic. whats our song? we need to figure out what our song is. I just wanna give you so much love because you deserve it. You deserve compassion, and im trying to give you that. Im sorry if i ever seem like im leading you on, its just hard for me to stay with someone when they know so much about me, i hope you understand that.
Goodnight d(i feel like that could be my nickname for you)
