Unsent Messages

I wish you actually loved me more than ı loved you. I will always cherish the moments we had together. Till this day one of the happiest day of my life was when we went on that cute date to kadiköy and that one time you were drying my hair with a towel was when ı was at my happiest. I loved you and maybe ı still do, it's hard to get over a girl like you. You were perfect your humour your intelligence your opinions and you... I miss hugging you. I still keep the drawing you did for me and ı will keep it. I am sorry the way ı acted when you wanted to break up everything went downhill from there and ı am still trying to pick myself up. I see your stories still, seeing you with others of course does crush my heart but seeing you happy there puts a little smile on my face. You said ı was the perfect boyfriend, you were the perfect girlfriend. I am writing this whilst listening to songs that remind me of you they remind me the days we started texting and how happy ı was. I believe that the feelings you had for me the things you said about me were true and the things ı told you about you were true. I loved every bit of you. You were my first love. If we were meant to be I am sure that our paths will cross each other and maybe then we would paint each others hair again. Ur little piss baby:)