We met in the most oddest of ways. I messed things up between us, I wasn't unsure what I wanted in my life but that I cheated bc I was ... Scared. I was unsure about myself. When coming to terms with me being trans a year and a half with ex relationship all I thought about was you. I thought about how sweet and kind you were, and everything I wanted but I didn't know what I wanted until it was gone. It had ultimately destroyed me. I cried that night you didn't want me around, and I understood. I see you are in a relationship now, and I'm happy for you that you have that person in your life but I wish it was me.

I'm sorry. I wish I can see you again.