Ur not my first love but u are who my first love chose over me. U probably don’t even know how sad you make me literally just ur existence makes me depressed. I cry almost every night bc I wasn’t as good as you. I wasn’t as pretty or as likable ig and that’s why he chose you. I try not to hate you cause u did nothing wrong and that’s what makes it worse. U didn’t put in all the effort I did, u didn’t love him as much as i did. And he still chose you. Why