From: ABC
To: Kirsten
Ur not my first love but u are who my first love chose over me. U probably don’t even know how sad you make me literally just ur existence makes me depressed. I cry almost every night bc I wasn’t as good as you. I wasn’t as pretty or as likable ig and that’s why he chose you. I try not to hate you cause u did nothing wrong and that’s what makes it worse. U didn’t put in all the effort I did, u didn’t love him as much as i did. And he still chose you. Why
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
my reply: Thank you for telling me, I never knew how to tell you that I felt the same way. Because even though I knew that you hated me, I still wanted you by me. Because you made me smile, and because you smiled at me. I know that night will always be engraved in the storyline of our friendship, but right now, as of this moment, I'm happy. I'm happy that you can be honest. I'm happy that I can still talk to you. So it's okay, I guess I'm still a sucker for 2-1 shampoo.
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
you really are the woman of all time & i’m so beyond grateful to have met you & to be able to call you my friend!!
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
hii ilysm and ur so cool hehe we should play Minecraft more cause that's fun and we gotta call more too also also ik pink is ur fav colour so boom have pink for this background teehee anyways poggers from zoe
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
Hi!
Was it obvious that I had a crush on you? I know it seems weird because we're friends and everything, but yeah
From someone you know ??
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
the colour of the hairclips in the drawing you made for me. i've been looking for them but i can't find any that beautiful.
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
You mean the entire universe to me. It hurts that I'll never be your first choice. I want you to be happy but the thought of being with you makes me feel butterflies throughout my whole body
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
i hate you for making me live in fear. i hate you for leaking my number. i hate you for telling people things i didn't do. i hate you for wishing me death. i hate you for everything you've done.
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
I wish I knew whether you liked me back or not. I’m too scared to tell you how I really feel, and I’m even more scared to lose you if I did tell you.
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
you proved yourself once again as a stellar woman, im proud of you. i still miss you so much.
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
I’m sorry we didn’t end up together because I was a coward.
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
I miss u and love u so so much. I hope you are doing well and life has treated you even better. :)
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
darling, i love ur smile u mean so much to me ilysm my love! live ur life
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
why did you leave me at my lowest after you promised to stay and help me?
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
I’m sorry I’ve been so mean. I just miss you and I don’t know how to deal with it
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
thank you for reaching out. i’m still scared, but i want this. i rlly hope you mean it this time..
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
I wish I could tell you how beautiful you are without the consequences
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
You’re getting married and I thought I’d be by your side. Losing you broke my heart.
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
i'll wait for you, no matter how long it may be my lifetime.
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
i'll wait for you no matter how long it may be, my lifetime.
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
I’ve been thinking about you, i feel like you’re thinking of me. if you pls text me
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
I can’t help but stare at you sometimes; you’re so beautiful
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
This is the longest we’ve been apart in a while. I miss your voice
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
Ive changed,
And you’ve stayed the same.
Theres nothing I can do.
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
I now know the reason you cut me off, I would’ve done the same.
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
Why didn't you tell me about what happened between you and him that night
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
you are deserving of so much love. you are ethereal. will you allow me to show you? <3.
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
Don’t forget me plz… I’ve got to fix my mental health first before I get back to you
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
Why can’t you see that I like you, I literally want to be with you all the time whenever you’re here
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
Continue being a depressed notes app poet. I'll always listen to to your OA rants.
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
I'm sorry for being too scared to commit. You deserve better. I love you.
From: ABC
To: Kirsten
Wish I'd met you a long time ago. Then maybe it'd be different. Then maybe I could have loved you.