I don’t know if i could put into words how much you actually hurt me i loved you so much and with a simple text it was gone. you spent so long complaining about how your ex dumped you over text only to do the same thing to me. i cried for days to the point of throwing up i lost 10 pounds because i couldn’t bring myself to eat i dreamt of you nonstop one week you loved me so much and i was the best girlfriend you’ve ever had and the next week you hated me because i wanted to talk to you because i was hurt i’m not pathetic or obsessed i was heartbroken and in love but maybe those are the same thing to you i can’t listen to harry styles anymore because it hurts to much and i almost have a panic attack every time i see a blue mustang like yours and you don’t care we are strangers again and to you i’m just a mistake I hope Santa Cruz is treating you well i miss you it’s been five months and the pain still feels fresh