Unsent Messages

i love you. i know that only looks like three words but in my head its an explosion of different colors. reds and purples and blues and greens and yellows all spraying everywhere all at once and the little droplets flying by in slow motion. everything you are and what you say and do and wear and draw and hum (oh god your humming makes me weak at the knees) it all draws me in closer to that spray of color that those three words are. i cant describe it. there's a dark background almost like empty space but there's zero noise. and then the words are there but they're little flecks of brightness everywhere and there's no dark left in sight its all just bright and good and warm and sparkly its like you're stuck in the spray of a lukewarm rainbow champagne bottle being opened. (i know lukewarm champagne sounds kind of gross but pretend that it isn't icky) the confetti looking droplets are everywhere they're all around 360 degrees and for juuust a second it feels like the big scary world is gone and ur just surrounded by nothing but love. fucking pure and untainted love. SJSHDJKGH this is so gross and cheesy but that writing piece i did got me out of writers block so here u go.