Your the first that i like but i stop myself from getting to attached . And it was great at the start and i guess it still is, every day i get more attached seeing you which is contradictory to what i said but emotions are weird man. Also ive been trying to just fix stuff about my looks since i know if you saw me you would never like me. which is bad i guess but ive felt happier and my life has just been better as ive beenm taking care of myself cause i always think to myself, If you saw me right now would you like me? which is usally no but whatever its not that ill ever have you but its the idea of falling in love with a person like you ya know? anyways see ya