I wish that I could’ve told you how I really felt about you. I knew I was never going to be enough from the start and yet I still tried everyday to be better than him so that you could at least see me the same way that I saw you. I put the background as your favorite color :). I wish that our what we called it “friendship” never ended the way it did because both of us know it was more than that. I should’ve never fallen this hard for you because I’m still hurting myself trying to be perfect for you. You were toxic and I still gave in to everything you did to me. You truly broke me Shelby and that’s the only thing that I could hate you for. Goodbye Shelby I hope that you realize that you broke me so much.