I know and I want to hear about your day and I asked how you were to Gaby to see if she'd seen you around college to check up on you. But if you want to talk to me just send a message on here and just know I'll read that. I've changed a lot from that shitty art room but I haven't changed the way I feel about you. Luke listen I can't speak to you directly because it hurts that's why I did this and I've written on here various times in the last 5 months and even when we were together. But I've got to do it for me I hope you understand why I can't message you. I love you still