i know you and me both felt it. it was obvious between us. was i not enough or did i do something. its okay, you seem way happy now. or so it seems. it kinda hurt when you just left without any say. it hurts when i felt excited about you again. i knew i shouldn't have gave in an started to like you again. maybe this is what you do. I'm just another girl who is not pretty enough for anyone and is eh. why can't someone show me the love i give out so easily. why does everyone have to hurt me. i think I'm the one who hurt people. useless is what i am. my mom has called me that twice. Im sure there's a reason for that. i should stop trying. why can't this all end. why do i have to still be here. i make no impact in anything. I'm literally a waste of space. someone else deserves the life i have. it would be easier without me here. if pain is the only thing i feel why am i still here. god i wish i can disappear.