Unsent Messages

wow i havent talked about you in a while. i kinda just wanted to forget you because of the big impact you had on me. i think you were the first person i was "in love" with. i never really felt that strong vibe from anyone until i met you. i thought you were the one and i guess not. i feel like if you wouldve made more of an effort, we couldve still had something. then again, you have a completely valid reason on why you left. i totally get it. but fuck man. i really liked you. i could be truly myself with you and i have never felt that with anyone and i mean that. your humor, your laugh, you you you you. that was once mine. now its not and i have realized that. i guess this is my final goodbye and i will not feel anything next time i see anything of you. a step in the right direction. thanks for the memories. goodbye joey.