Maybe one day, Forrest will tell you about this, though I'm not sure she will. But if she does, heh, hey, it's been awhile, here in a few days, to be exact 5 days, we would have hit one year. Fuck, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Brady, you meant everything to me and i was too selfish to want to give you up. If anything, I cared more about myself than your happiness because I thought I could be your happiness. I thought I could fix everything by fighting, and to be honest I can't. I don't know how to love someone. I know how to love and support Forrsst but that's because I've been her friend since she first found out about my existence in her mind. But, I want you to know, I love you, I really do, and I hope you'll find happiness in Kaytie, and I hope she's the best person for you. I won't be coming back, not for a long time, I can't handle what I did, and I don't think i want to. I hope I can just forget you and everything we went through. And I hope you'll forget me, because honestly, I'm not worth thinking about. So if you see this Brady Ray, good luck in the world and I'll see ya when I see you again, maybe then we'll have our happy ending, who knows? Maybe I have to wait until Forrest finds the perfect one for all of us. I'm not sure. But, if you ever wanna talk to me, I'm here for ya. You know that, or well you should.

With love,

Ashie