From: ABC
To: Kalulle
Date: January 11, 2021, 9:56 am
Hi, i know you probably dont wanna hear from me anytime soon, if even ever. I dont know if I should send you a message because i know your life is easier without me in it, when I think back of the ways if treated you i feel sick to my stomach... Iv'e come to terms with the fact that i have hurt you one to many times. and its just best if i leave you alone. But I just can't stop myself from thinking about you, you are special to me and have always been.. Everytime things get serious I run away because im scared i'll never be enough. Well i actually made it up with my self that i wasn't gonna contact you again, but I just couldn't help myself, now we've been talking for 9 hours straight and it feels like nothing's changed, its funny how you always make me feel comfortable and relaxed, nobody really gets me like you do. I am so so sorry for all the times i have dissapered from your life, and I know you dont want another sorry, it doesn't mean anything.. I'm not asking for another chance or anything like that, I just really don't wanna go on like this, without you