Unsent Messages

Why would you ever tell me all those beautiful things? Why would you ever make those promises you weren't going to keep? Why would you ever make me feel like you were the one? Why would you just leave me like that? You have no idea how special you made me feel and to have that taken away in just a matter of seconds literally broke me. You have no idea how many times a day I think about what I could've done differently to keep you around a little longer. You have no idea how much I wonder what it is that she has that I don't. You have no idea how much it hurt me to find out that you were texting her behind my back. You have no idea how much it broke me finding out that you already moved on so fast. You have no idea how much I question if you actually loved me. You have no idea how many times a day I think about you in general. You have no idea how stupid I feel knowing that I still think about you. I know that I should obviously move on because you already did, but it's really hard to do that knowing you were and still are the only thing I want. Ahaha I probably should've listened to the ones that warned me about you, but like I've said before "I always try to see the good in people." And I finally understand why people would tell me not to do that, it wasn't to make me feel bad, it was to protect me from getting hurt and now I'm pretty sure I learned my lesson along with a couple other lessons.(Thanks for that Ig) I really don't want to say that my time was wasted because I enjoyed every second with you, but in all honesty it kinda was. I hope you know that I would've done anything for you, that I loved you more than anyone, and that I love you Dummy