i think you write ab me on here, it seems obvi n the most recent one was purple which is your fav colour. im sorry for everything. i want to talk to you i just can’t. but the five times i ‘made you second choice’? the first time was my boyfriend at the time, you came into our relationship, the second im sure was the hoco one, i regret that, the third was my first ex who you know hurt me so badly, the fourth and fifth was the guy i blocked you for, but i need you to know i will always see you as only a friend before anything bc thats how it was when we first met. i just need to talk to you, pls give me a sign you saw this.