Unsent Messages

i wish there was a way i could turn back time, i wish there was a way to make you love me again. i tried so hard to make you happy and all you did was mess around with girls, i know we could’ve been more mature about things and i wish we were older so maybe things would’ve lasted. i’m sorry for how i treated you after the end and how i said bad things about you, i only did that to make myself feel better about the fact you were over me and did want me anymore. knowing you were on to another girl broke my heart, every little thing that you did broke me heart. you took my heart that i gave you and broke it into a million pieces then stepped all over it. i wish i had the courage to tell you this myself but i don’t. we don’t have a connection anymore and it kills me everyday thinking about it, you were my safe place. but you broke that when you slept over at her house and left me thinking i wasn’t enough. maybe in the future we can try this again.