Unsent Messages

i’m so sorry for everything that i’ve done. you have shown me love that i never knew i could have for someone. thank you for everything you do for me. calling me when i’m crying just so you can make me laugh. sleeping with my on facetime. i miss what we had and i wish we could do it all over again. i really hope things get better for you. i’ll always love your goofy self. all your freckles. your tattoo. the scars on your cheek. i’ll love you for infinity. even if you hate me, i’ll always be here. i wish you the best in life. i wish you could see yourself the way i see you. i absolutely adore you. you’re my peace in this fucked up world. my little bit of light i have left. i miss you so much. i know you’ll never see this. and that’s okay. i just wish you understood what you meant to me and how much i truly care. i have a fucked up way of loving, but i have never wanted to hurt you. i want all of you. i love all of you. i love you more then all the stars in the sky. even the one we named that night on your front porch. forever and always.